mateo blog
Thursday, October 25, 2012
10 Months Later
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Roots
My grandfather was born in Los Angeles. His parents were Russian jews who fled the pogroms of the early 1900's. They converted to Catholicism, and that's how my grandfather was raised. I didn't find out he was jewish until after he died.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
In Your Ass, Eating a Ham Sandwich
Sunday, November 13, 2011
You Are My Moonshine
Monday, October 17, 2011
Monday Morning
Monday, September 26, 2011
Show The Man Your Balls
Monday, September 19, 2011
Bakersfield
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Yakitori Technique
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Wesley Willis, the Daddy of Rock and Roll, Whopped my Ass from Beyond the Grave
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Lots going on
Sunday, August 21, 2011
The War For Santa Claus
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Forget About It
Thursday, July 7, 2011
I Write The Songs
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Crescenta Valley, Berkeley, NELA, Mexico City, San Fernando Valley, and now Inglewood
Friday, July 1, 2011
Acid Kid
It ended well for both parties. I had fun and the cops let him go before psychiatric services could get there. Something weird: A day or two earlier I was thinking that I'd like to punch someone. It wasn't an aggressive/anger thing. It was pure curiosity. I was wondering what it would feel like, physically, to punch someone in the face. I wondered if I could deliver a good punch.
Anyway: I was messing around with my new ukelele today, and I wrote a little song-segment to celebrate Acid Kid. I played it for my sister and she laughed. I could probably write more, but the house was chaotic and I've got to get on the road. I'm about to return to home sweet home Los Angeles after almost three weeks on the road. Not that I have a home there or anything.
Listen to Acid Kid (Sorry for the horrible quality. I recorded it with my phone)
Acid kid
Dance with me
How'd your nose
Get so bloody?
Take my word
No one is trying to kill you
At least no one here
Sunday, June 12, 2011
My Feelings Towards The Medium By Means Of Which I Am Communicating With You At Present
Sunday, May 22, 2011
I lit myself on fire, and other news
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
It Really Happened
photo by Mr. Rollers
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
this might be a song someday
Friday, April 29, 2011
Correction: Jesus was a Lich
Sunday, April 24, 2011
School is for Morons
Monday, April 18, 2011
New Song and Video: Dumb
Click here to stream or download the mp3. (If you want to actually download the mp3 rather than just stream it, click on the link and when the player opens, right click [control-click for apple] on the player and "save as...")
I wanna go on tour
I wanna write the songs that everyone sings
I wanna be blameless
I wanna be pure
I wanna find a nice pretty girl and give her a ring
But I'm just dumb
I'm selfish and cruel
I learned all of my lessons but I'm still in school
I'd stop being so foolish if I wasn't a fool
I wanna be lonely
I wanna be rich
I wanna scratch for every itch
I wanna have power
I wanna have praise
I wanna little bit more than a 25 cent raise
But I'm just dumb
I'm selfish and cruel
I learned all of my lessons but I'm still in school
I'd stop being so foolish if I wasn't a fool
Circling around and around and around, etc.
Turning around and around and around, etc.
Spinning around and around and around, etc.
But I'm just dumb
I'm selfish and cruel
I learned all of my lessons but I'm still in school
I'd stop being so foolish if I wasn't a fool
Friday, April 8, 2011
New Version of a Newish Song: Salvation Mountain
I wish I had filmed it - would have made for a neat video. Given the lack of space, it is a mega fucking hassle to record a full drumset, even one as small as mine. So, I recorded the drums one instrument at a time. I took the beater off of the kick pedal, mic'd the drum and went to town. I recorded the snare without sticks: just fingers like drumming on your desk. Etc. Etc. Everything was close mic'd, so you can't hear the acoustic suckiness of my room. It was really fun, and really easy, and I only had to do one take on everything.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Old Song: Earthquake (peak-oil mix) / Jumpin' Jehosephat
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
I Got Physically Assaulted
4/4/2011 - Apparently it wasn't super clear and rather than go to the trouble of rewriting a stupid blog post I'm adding this post-script just in case anybody actually reads this. So: I was hurt at the time, but I realized later that my friends (Kel, Borfo, and those not named) were looking out for me and I am not mad at them at all. In fact, I love them more than ever. The End.
Monday, March 28, 2011
New Song: Salvation Mountain
Click here to download the mp3
Thanks to Beth Willow Yeah for suggesting the theme. Here are the lyrics:
Early in the day I take a walk to Leonard's place
Where he builds his home / a castle for the god he knows
I believe in my dreams and then I forget
Drink my Trystero / bury your car / walk to the show
Trade your stupid clothes for rabbits fur / let your self go
I believe in my dreams and then I forget
Sometimes it's only in my mind
I'm just so busy swimming sometimes I forget I'm in the sea
God is dead and so is old Puree
We built our little church out in the desert / burned his effigy
Dance all night and sing / repeat your careless whispering
Take a walk with me between the stars down by the sea
I believe in my dreams and then I forget
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Freestyle: When What You Said Was Nonsense
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Salton Sea IV - Death by a Thousand Cuts
The Range. They thought we weren't going to be there on account of the rain. Surprise, surprise; we were there in full force. At some point, Nicole says its bunny time. I stripped down and suited up. The hippie raver bike scum sound-bike showed up, and I took it on. Me and my megaphone vs. obnoxious dance music. I yelled at the speakers and made it better. Drum machines have no soul, unless you rub your soul all over them. I rubbed my soul all over everything. There was dancing and bike tricks and whatever else I saw in pictures later. Fucking awesome. I hi-jacked the sound-bike and played the Raising Arizona theme for ten minutes. I helped draw fishnet stockings on Greg with a sharpie, and gave him a Tomatoes “Wish Ya'll Were Here” sharpie-tattoo on on his arm.
Fashion show. Nicole on the mic. Apparently, she did a bang-up job. I was pretty solid into a manic phase, so I don't remember much. I strutted across the stage and then snuck over to the drumset. Thus, the fashion show transitioned into the music show. Me and Kel sang something, apparently. There's a picture to prove it. People in the audience requested “White Men Don't Name Their Babies Jesus” so I found a guitar and played it. Of course I played it in the wrong key and my whiskey-stained voice couldn't handle it. I guess it was cool, though. Beth told me about it later and she sounded impressed. After that I just watched people play. There's a picture of that, too. It was nice to sit and listen and clap.
Fashion show over. Time to disperse. I didn't know where to go or why. I ended up walking with Tomatoes' mom for a while and talking to her about something I don't remember. All I know for sure is that at some point I started crying like a fucking baby. I had to sit down. She crouched down with me and put her arm around my shoulder. It felt good to cry, I guess. It was a “good cry”. I don't know if I was crying for Tomatoes or what. It's possible. I read all his blog writings and published them. I'm now in the process of reading and editing his book, Tijuana Tap Water. I may have never exchanged two words with the guy in life, but I'm definitely getting to know his ghost. In fact, I would venture to say I know his ghost better than anybody. He's looking over my shoulder, right now, in fact. He thinks I'm an arrogant hack, both as a writer and as a musician. Whatever. Fuck you, Tomatoes. Return your mom's phone call. (Weirdly, Tomatoes' mom called me later on the same day I wrote this. I don't know how she got my number.)
I could have used a tour guide at this point. I wanted to see Charlie's place and play on his piano but I didn't know where Charlie's was and I was more concerned with not getting lost. As is my tendency, I wandered off alone. I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing. All I could do was walk. I headed back towards where I thought camp was. At the top the ridge overlooking camp, I hooked up with some kids with instruments. Banjo, trumpet, accordion. Awesome. They played songs up there and I held my megaphone out for the guy with the banjo because he was singing. Apparently they are a band called Gibbon and the Sluts. The next night I joined them as they serenaded the campground with an extended version of the classic: "Fuck You, Eat Shit Motherfucker!" along with some other great songs like "You're Still on Acid" and "Third Eye Blind Ain't Nothin' To Fuck With."
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Freestyle: A Spanish Motherfucking Breeze
Improvised Songs
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Salton Sea IV - Everybody Screamed
At some point I sat down at the center table. I forget who was sitting there with me. Maybe Stephanie, Shues, Chynna, July, I don't really know. It was getting pretty loud, then it was getting REALLY loud.
I had my small megaphone with me. I love that thing. It's really all you need in most situations. That evening I had been experimenting with feed-backing the thing by placing it horn-down on a flat surface and pulling the trigger. If you lifted the horn up a little you could alter the feedback and do rhythmic/melodic stuff.
It was so loud in that bar. It was getting SO FUCKING LOUD. I don't know how it started, but I feel like I helped. At very least, I felt it coming and pushed it, kind of like surfing. You see the wave coming and you guide yourself into it and there you go, not that I'm a surfer, but I get the concept. So it was loud, and I felt like some kind of crazy energy was pushing the sound, like everybody was so hyped from being all crammed together in this weird place with the rain and all their interesting lives intersecting and I started feed-backing my megaphone, right there in the middle of the table, just a steady stream of noise. It was getting louder and louder. Other megaphones were feed-backing. Then it really started. People started screaming. Just yelling, steady, strong. It seemed like everybody was screaming, and then I screamed, too, as strong and steady as I could. I closed my eyes. You could feel the sound. It was so loud you couldn't even hear anything anymore. There's a certain point where your ears just give up and it all turns to noise.
As all things do, it stopped after a while. I had stopped feed-backing my megaphone. Someone was standing behind me, holding their megaphone over my head and feed-backing it or yelling into it or something. I was just smiling. Nobody was yelling anymore, just laughing and talking or whatever. The others at the table were looking at me and laughing because of whoever behind me with the megaphone. I didn't care who was holding the the megaphone over my head. It felt nice, and I was smiling a lot. I just liked the attention, I guess. The noise certainly didn't bother me. It was music to my ears. It stopped pretty soon.
I asked around later, and I am pretty well convinced that everybody screamed. Every single person in that little shelter, in the rain, lit up with christmas lights in the desert. There must have been at least 50 people. Everybody screamed together and made the most glorious sound. Its echoing off somewhere in space now. Im sure Tomatoes heard it. I'm also sure he would say that that's sentimental bullshit, that he's dead and can't hear a gosh darn thing, but fuck that. He heard it.
I did a lot of other stuff, too. Might write about it later.